Long Post.

Hello~

long time no post ler...

so much things i wanna say..

Have u ever wonder why ur life is like this?

like how u live as you..lol.I have this question like how was my life before i am me...i could be literally anyone lol, rich poor male female tall short.ANY1 lol.

Ya and its like why me life is in such a mess.

I often see pretty girls in my school they were like beside a average joe, so i ponder why m i not the average joe..lol prehaps im too self centered? people who dono me may thought this way but ya...i guess my like is programme like this.

Now i feel that i lost everything, i wanted to spend like $250 on a game..but i figured that it might be wasteful lol.

Saw a girl in blue top today her bO*bs was like half out of her top, y i dont have this type of class mate...lol my year of enrolment is totally F up lol fck i wish my mother gave birth to me a year before or ago.Damn everything would be so different.

I remember i was talking to a fren about dont u ever wish go back to secondary school?
I was like not...really actually i miss out all the fun in secondary school, its not because im borning or emo or no life playing games. It was all along the friends that i have...and the class that i was in...the lower sec life was still not bad, but when u got to the upper sec, my life had a drastic turn,90° Fck up lol.shit.

Secondary times,the only thing i could remember was the UpSkirt a girl class mate have.I really really want to thank her.She really lighten up my Sec school life.Thx S****.

This morning suddenely thought of the game i was playing few weeks ago, Still got some money left inside the game, like $5 worth of items, wanted to play back the game and used the items, but i simply can't let myself touch the game again, as i say what gone is gone, Its too late. SO pain. Maybe some of you think that losing a girl fren or boy fren is pain, but really, i think only some can understand how i feel, many people juz complained it as Its juz a game, u still need to move on with your life but YOU this people don know how hard isit when u lost something u love the most and its the only thing u have.

I have nothing now.Maybe if life is like respawing liek a game i might just die and respawn as a new player with new life, my life would be better? But the only problem is i am not sure if life is like this or when you die, you live in darkness..ya..

Just watch I love you, Beth Cooper DVD, nice film really like the girl hayden.Beth Cooper..lol she is so pretty :) anyways, i got to find some thing to accomplish, oor life is such a waste, without fun and achievements. Gd Night~ .