Oh Gosh pimple~

Haro...Wanted to blog about ystd n the day be4 de...but too sian liao although alot of things happened but suan ler..hehe...lets talk about today~

First of all, wa lao my pimple is coming back liao..wa lao i never eat anything sia then they wan come n disturb me again =(i counted at least got 6 pimple but small small 1 not so visible butn still sibei du lan =(

Anyways, went to my grandma house today...on the way there,at bedok MRT escaltor from the platform, I saw this big boobs girl, waering pink 2string and a mini skirt, at the escalator i can see her boobs like protrude out lol.Kan Hot.

After that when i reach my ah ma bus stop, i saw this thai girl, boobs big + quite chio but infront of her is a man i think is her customer lol.There alot of this type of girls sia...i think there turning to geylang soon lor.ANyways when reach the traffic light there right, i saw this mother..her boobs is those i think is F cup, but the bra size like small abit then u can see the whole bra shape from her shirt...The boobs wan to burst out like that.LOL

I now learning to see singapore girls de boobs size..if not go out so sian de...always think emo stuff + looking at girls that have bf or loooking at hot girls but cannot lay a finger on them also, therefore i think i wan start this conquest/mission to learn how to know a girl cup size but looking at them...i will start by doing some research first.^^ for example my aunt cup is B40..LOL wonder how i know? hehe i got my ways...

Went to find my fren after that.Went play pool..i realise that i have this type of character in my blood..i find that whatever things i do i tend to get so nervous + i will shiver...i care to much about winning..It makes me find nervous n my whole body will shiver...I scare to lose n i scare pai seh ppl think my skill is noob.Really sia..no matter on what i do...for example games, pool, talking to girls(last time), playing cards.I dono sia...at there playing right i so scare ppl laugh at me..but at one point when there is little ppl left there, i can play at ease no nid scare anything, i find that i can hit more ball at that time...then after awhile, alot of ppl enter the shop then i cannot play properly anymore...I scare to lose sia..

Today i did sumthing very bad.I lied to my frens.I cannot believe i have to lie about having gfs.OMG...i m so pathetic...my frens all dare to cheng ren they no gf..but i lie about everything...i juz don want ppl to think im a loser...i care about my mian zi too much already.

My class got 2 girls and their group of frens...like everyday go club 1 sia...wa i thinking the guys that go 1 is not so handsome 1 + he got gf somemore sia...can everytime go clubbing then y i cannot.Cause i don have frens LOL...

I tink its very very unfair to me sia...i come this school then my frens all those guai guai 1...wa lao Y not that i complain my frens not good la...i still think they are my brother..but i think y i cannot have a group of frens that like go drink,club or even KTV de.I cannot...find this type of ppl in my life...HAIS FCK.

Oh i 4ge to say, today i also go temple, ask my guan yin niang niang can bao you my 4D tio,cause i feel that i really unlucky sia..but juz see the number never open..but i wun blame guan yin niang niang cause i say if possible help me if not nvm...i guess i will try my luck next time, at that, i don mean to be disrespect but i saw this girl blown blouse n that mother upskirt sia...in my heart i try not to think dirty stuff cause i just ask guan yin niang niang for her help so i never really look at them...sia...i should have just look then i can record here what panties colour she wearing...sian.

Anyways took bus home, saw this 2 girl, one i 4get her feature cause not my cup of tea, 1 is her hair got bang 1 bian zi 1 like a hair band across her head, then she long hair, her face kan chio sia, but i never see the boobs, they turned their head n look at me when i walk up the bus, then they say, "SIA SI WO LER" i think is i look like 1 of her frens thats y she say that ba..lol they alight 2 stops be4 me.

Anyways,while walking back home, was thinking...actually i have the looks,got some money, I just nid a girl to complete me life, someone who i can hug kiss or *** and show care to her...But to bad dreams n reality always have a LINE between them...Hais i should have juz look UGLY n jiu suan ler...i look like a normal person sia...but my life have been so unlucky, i look like those ppl who alot of frens and have chio gf, and i look pai kia also...but im actually a good boy...hais so i say looks can be **********(dono how spell lazy check)deceving* Hope next week pimple cured, then i can book appointment lor.~ ANyways Good NIGHT.^^