Completed 1 of the task.

Haro.^^ Ystd went to work..+ i finally bought a new phone ler !!!!!!!!! Nokia N series. Super cool. got Wi-Fi so good can watch youtube in the phone + the graphics is dam imba de la.!!! WA HAHAHA, $348, give my mother $200, the rest she pay for me ^^.I also bought a excerise exquipment for training apps de ^^ woot 6 pax liao ^^

Late for the cb work..So little pay then nid to work like so hardcore lor mcb.While taking the bus, me n my fren saw this group of sec school people.6 girls to 4 boys ratio.Got like 4 of the girls imba imba chio 1.wa i really feel fck up and no mood when i saw this sia.Got one of the girl got eye contact wif me..But she faster see away...lol sian mayeb one of the guys is the girls bf ba..i dono know..sian reach the work place at about 5.30..late lo

briefing..then start working ler.today is a wedding dinner also.But this time i nid to serve the dish..wa fcking fcking heavy the dishes + i nid take out my ear stud while doing this job sia..i scare the hole close sia lol cause i pierce 5 months ago only..Anyways, the bride is quite pretty ^^ this dinner not like last week,all old ppl de sia.only have a few mother, wif quite nice cleavage ^^ see la free 1~

I don wan to work this job anymore.pay low + see ppl marry..they all so happy, but when i think of my life like so fck up.SO sux sia my life wa lao unfair la i very angry right now...~ fcking chao chee bye.

Stupid.Anyways. after work is like 11+ ler, went to eat then finally i accomplished one of my 3 task...Smoking.Bought a packet of marlboro.Went my house there smoke..



Nice la...but i try liao leh, smoking will get addicted wan meh? i try like ok leh never addict leh..aiya who cares ^^.Ok now left 2 more task to complete b4 going the hell training camp.!

Today..Went my fren house do project...like fck up sia.then i get to know sumthing from him...the girl i like actually got bf liao...nice wtf sia.Y I SO LATE THEN KNOW DE...FCK if i know she got bf in the first place i would not act so frendly to her liao..now it all makes sense...she really really treat me as frens only..is i think too much tot she like me ..hehe i m fck up lol.hais nvm ba..now also more relieved ler ^^ I will try not to be so frendly to her anymore.Y do every girl have bf de..N y m i not one of those guys who is a girls bf...?Fck u Mr.heaven tell me what i done wrong._|_

Jia you..2 more task to go..i will take a picture to prove that i really do the task not not talking jiao wei de.

P.S sometimes i think that my arms is actually more "XIN FU" then my lan jiao sia, cause my arms touch so more girls b4, wherelese my lan jiao never touch a girl b4 LOL ><..

Bye.nights.

Weekends.Break

Haro!! Finally got the time to blog ler!! Got so much things to say.Just want to make a quick quick update of everything.

Wed.Bus trip was PERFECT.A cute girl sit beside me during the bus trip to school.i dono how to describe but our arms were sticking to each other so closely.I can feel her breathing..im sure she can feel the same as me, cause we were literally sticking so close together.She was quite pretty + she is thise short short cute + chio type de..wa if she is my gf then good sia...wanted to write this down as soon as i come back from school de, but in the end i go my fren house then never read this down until today lor...

Thur.Nth exciting happened,but i did have alot of WHU DONG wif SH.We talk alot of things.lol i really dono sia, i someimes feel that i like her very much,but i humji to tell her..but i think she is just being frendly and i assume that she liked me..hais y i so stupid de..she treat every1 so frendly, but y i so stupid have this feeling that she liked me...I think suai ler bah this time i really give up the idea of everything..lets kust be frens, maybe good frens until end of this sem, then we will change class and maybe never see each other again anymore...anyways GOOD luck..
I also got her number, only today..tried smsing each other, but i seems like a boring guy and have nth to contiune the convo..hais i m actually the one that is a failure lor...i really dono how to say leh...nvm ba i hope we faster finish this sem then i don have to endure the wan talk her i like her or not the feeling ler...ARGGHHHH

Fri.Went to cb school, do presentation.OMG i long long time don't have this type of nervous feeling like waiting in the hall for oral test in secondary school.I always scared of presentation, its not because of i scare i do badly on the subject but my language.My english is not very good as you can see from what i type in blog lol. Anyways still try my best to present.LUCKILY, the teacher only asked mye to present to him personally only.WA i REALLY felt relieved man when i heard this, my morale boost then can present until quite ok ba i think.^^.Do cb project until 5pm..FINISHED 1 of them.At night, went to eat wif my aunt uncle, cousin.Went pasir ris to wait me couz, he is in NS and booking out today.Went there like 8.waitied So fcking long for him.I notice sumthing.There is alot of girls waiting at the MRT there.I saw this blue thight short one piece dress, she fcking hot + chio sia.waiting for ppl.she waited as long as us and finally, her NS bf come out.Wa so good sia go NS got gf wait for u.not like me couz only his family member, sumore is father nother wait for him, not wife or what wait for him sia.Its really stupid.If next time i go NS right, i will tell my mother hey u don nid come wait for me or send me go book in i can take care of myself.Its really XIA suay sia.No gf = no ppl can wait for me, i rather go back home alone.

My life is really without purpose right now...i dono what to do sia, everyday its the same old rountine.I rmb i heard one of my classmate talk to his fren.The convo goes like this..

Classmate A:Wa so late liao u still come lab do what?
Classmate B:2morrow nid show cher the project leh, so come and do la.
Classmate A:Wa wear until so nice for what?
Classmate B:no la,later i go chiong.
Classmate A:power house?
Classmate B:ya.

Wow..so good thats what i call life.and 2morrow the lesson start at earlyt in the morning.thats call life ma.or everyday go out wif frens or gf thats call life.MY one is not call life, go school back home use com watch video.go out oso wif 1 - 2 frens only.Wow fck up life really.I really looked forward to diein.But first have to accomplish the 3 things i promise myself.wanted to do one of the three items today...but the humjiness level of me prevent myself from doing it..but in the end i will still do it before going to NS.Anyways...going to buy new handphone now LOL ^^ bye bye.

Image.

Haro.Today its the first time i uploaded a picture to blogspot.I hope this won't cause myself any trouble.I got this picture from a website and i love it so much that i decide to share it with every1.

Three reasons i loved this pic so much.
First: The way she sit,until can see her ZaoGeng.
Second: You can only partially see her face.
Third: The middle finger she pointed out.

Her white panty is simply too amazing,imba level x30000.I love how girls point their middle finger.This shows that the girl is wild not those guai guai type.Plus im curious of how her face looked like, she seems like a very chio girl ^^.Btw i think she got a hot body.=) Hope i am able to find more pictures about her.:)

Anyways, i saw a chio bu + a guy walk pass my house from my kitchen window just now..The girl so fcking hot...i think the guy must have took her home n fck her liao...so good, come to think of it, i sux pretty bad..><

Today, went school was fck up.Sit the cb bus, i sit at the last seat.Got a chio bu sat on my left side, but in between us there is a sit, i hum ji don dare sit beside her...When nearing school, there was this chio bu board the bus.I keep looking at her and she also look back at me yay! =) although the next stop was school..I so nervous sia suddenely, then i exit the bus so quickly...never see her the last time...Project was due soon.2 more weeks my this sem finish ler.which means im on to my third year of studies.Hehe.

Today went home at 7.10pm.I sit on my favourite seat.Opposite me was this chio bu, i saw her ystd at the same bus at 9pm+.FCKING hot.She is the type of girls i fcking like de. SO SO hot jiu shi ler.But got one problem..she got the fck up attitude i most hate."High value girl", never even look at me once..nice ok nvm.I also don wan to ka lan her.I rather look at a pimple face girl's FLAT butt also don wan to look at her.At least there is one girl wearing dress sit at my oppo as well, have been trying to see her US, but fail...sian.She alighted at the same stop as me.But she went oppo the road i went to 20l eat..

Hais...no gf..so sad..sat going to try sumthing new..sat got alot of things is going to happen..friday got a presentation..i hope i can get like 6-7% can liao.Anyways,Bye ^^

Working.

Haro!!! I 1 week never blog ler ~!!!! omg! thats like wtf right! I used to have so much things to blog about..now even the grinding part also don have ler...boo hoo so sad...Anyways I have started working!

$5/hour service part time job.Ok its like working in a hotel.Meet my best fren at like 8.30 ystd.Eat breakfast then report to the work area.Its a hotel! but the hotel like budget de..lol.We are helping out on some1 wedding dinner.The dinner is in the afternoon.Reach there, contact 1 guy.After that a auntie there guide us to the actual dinner area.Collect our jackets,so called uniform.Mine was a S size ^^.then reached the kitchen like thing.The staff area~ nice sia, it like those place in the tv or movie we always saw, those back stage area.Reach there, then got this cbk guy say our attire buay sai.want us to go buy a new pair of shoe..i was like wtf? ur pay so low then u want us to go spend like so much money just to buy a pair of shoes n work for u? N.O NO.anyways called back to the agency an talk to them,the girl was very nice and she told us that the manager say can let us work haha the guy LL lor then let us work.Very tiring! we serve the guest with drinks.stand at the bar keep pouring water lor.Anyways there no chio bu de..only 1 malay girl with nie b0*bs ^^ i keep looking at her.The girl manager also quite chio sia, i think she 20+ ba.she is the type of girl i like leh ^^. looking at them only motivate me to work lol.WORK AR.anyways got this girl at the door there de, she let those guest sign their name de.she was wearing a bareback dress. the bar was behind her, literally im looking at her back while poruing the stupid water lol nice de la!!! Got this chio bu she wear until her dress so tight + short, but her face is like cmi, also she speak english 1.I buay kay yan her.lol she was one of the guest.The wedding i think is a success ba, also congrats to the newly wed couple ^^ next time my wedding want MORE grand then them! Best hotel in SG, i wan to hold my wedding in.nixe experience ! next week going to do this job again until we found a better job.

After working, we went to orchard.Nice de la.Saw so many chio bu sia.Every time go out sure can see alot of nice boobs + hot body girls de.Also saw alot of VPL ^^ only can see but cannot touch abit fuck up la but i guess its ok de bah.went far east there, walk walk wanted to buy new shoes but bo lui +(

i saw this girl like fcking small sia, sec 1? she put make up until so hard core + her figure dam hot, i think she also kena fck alot of times liao lor. This type of girl will never appear in my life y? stupid la ccb.

I keep asking my fren want to go clubbing anot, he keep reject me leh. like that how to find a gf? fck la YYY my life so fck up? i m very sad sia.I really don feel like going out leh. always see chio bu wif her bf 1.The bf can fck her until so song sia. wa lao fcking ccb unfair la!

Saw this ugly mf wif a fcking hot girl on MRT on the station in orchard, This guy is fat + ugly, her gf so hot + tall, wear high heels + tight mini skirt. FCKING hot sia.

OMG.fcking sad..anyways project handing in soon.Soon im going to my last year in school...hais working also cannot meet chio bu 1..wtf life is this nvm lor, at least if i don have anything by 29 i also can prepare myself ler.29 is my goal ba.end it with the most painless method.

Ya. thats the most exciting in my this week..lol pathetic right? Anyways if there is any1 reading this, although i think only myself is reading it lol, YOU CAN LAUGH AT ME. cheers bye.

A Serious Promise.

Yo.Today went to buy shirt! went out like 1pm.Today my target is to buy alot of SHIRT, i want to change a new look! ^^

Have been waiting for today for a long time ler~ ^^

Meet 2 of my fren first, walk the 3 shopping centre, they both bought a shirt but i didn't buy anything.Went to meet 1 more fren at bugis.Nevertheless, bugis is a place whereby there IS ALOT of chio bu de. Nice, today saw alot of chio bu.But the thing that is most bloggable is i SAW two girls UPSKIRT@@@ WAHAHA. The first girl was at bugis junction the food court, infront of the BBQ grilled chicken store.The girl was wearing a one piece dress and its a short dress.She didn't sit properly i think,her legs did not close until very tightly, thus i able to see a small fraction of triangle, WHITE! the girl also quite chio de. YAY. Second US is at the cement seat infront of the bugis street near the BK there, The girl close her legs tightly her but surprisingly, i still can see A LITTLE of her panties, its only one strip of her panties. WHITE! yay SWEE LA. the second girl also quite chio de ^^, lastly, i saw 1 girl wear until her bra can be seen.Her clothes is very strange only cover the front and the back, the side is totally uncovered, i can see her black bra sia. I wanted to see her US also, she wear those shirt so short de, but i tried my best already, to no avail..had to go eat so i had to give up =( Also, this one really lastly, we were waiting for the traffic light to cross the road after the iluma there, i saw this girl, wearing those tight black one piece dress, notice that its TIGHT, thus i able to see her whole panties shape.I was abit disappointed cause she look like those wild f-able type but she was wearing those normal panty.but i can see the whole panty shape, wa dam high la.

Now for the shopping update. Bought 2 Shirt + a imba tshirt. the imba t shirt is like those print girl on the t shirt de shirt.woot 36D =).the shirt i bought was also nice, got to buy a few more ^^ testing tryout alot of shirt today, but a pimple broke out of my face, make me abit no mood to shop but i hope it subside soon, although its not so visible to eye but i still care about it very much!Nth much actually,its 2.25am now im sleepy =(

When its about time to go home,my fren and i took the MRT home, one by one they leave me and get down on thier station.When i m hearing my music i tend to think alot of stuff.I juz cannot believe that y even ugly bastard can have gf also?I don even have gf,i don understand.Everytime i go out i always can see a guy holding her gf hands, hugging her gf, so good sia, then y i don have anything?m i too humji? or i don even have a chance to know girls? if i know alot of girl i will ask them if they can be my gf.but i don even have the chance.those guys have what rights to got gf?Y is it so unfair? i m louiser then those guys? Finally, i though of a plan.Since my life is so fck up + it don seems like its improving so i should just end it. right? of cause. I m giving my self 10 years to find a gf.If i DON even have a gf or at least have a gf then fck by the age of 29, i m going to end everything.I don want to spend my later life alone again, everytime go out see those guys with gf.My heart is very pain right now.I just feel unfair lor, Y I M NOT ONE OF THOSE GUY WHO HAVE A GF? i really cannot think sia.+ im fcking tired right now i don even know what im typing, maybe i will edit this psot 2morrow.BY AGE OF 29 IF I DON HAVE A GF AT LEAST ONCE, IM GOING TO END EVERYTHING.People may think that im joking, but i will proved to them right, im going to keep my promise to the 20 years old me.I have already make this choice. i got 10 years, 3 months, 10 days, 14 hours, 10 minutes, 9 seconds to my death.

Promises.I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE.15/01/10

Haro...Many good things happened today ^^. I am actually very contented alr..btw i want to share sumthing that is, i nid to see other's blog forst to get the motivation to start writing my own blog lol..strange right? ^^

Anyways, today bus trip WAS GOOD DE LA.YAY 9am lesson, FULLY PACKED OF human beings.Sat 2 seat beside my fav spot.my left side was a girl~~~~~~~ YAY this week first good bus trip! SONG AR.But the girl was those a bit shy type de.I tried to test her in the by keep looking towards her direction, she kept turn to the other side when i do so lol.Next, i try to move my legs closer to her.She avoid my legs bit by bit, trying not to let me notice, but nevertheless, i have the same intention as well..haha.I at first tot that today was the same old fck up day but suddenely, her elbow touch my arm! After the first contact, she begin to relax and not so keng anymore.Our arms were sticking together after that.She began to move her legs towards me, BUT WHO KNOWS the fcking bus reach the fcking bus stop!!!! argh YYY Y when she relax ler the cb stop reach ler!!! but this time, i managed to see her side view, she is pretty..

Anyways, the girl beside me i think she also quite horny lor, sitting oppo to her there is this GUY wearing shorts + he quite handsome ba + very fit.I noticed that he's "BIRD" very big also, i dono how to say it but for a man i can tell it very easily.The girl beside me kept staring at the guy's big dick.I think she cannot resisted it also lor.Even i see also wa so hardcore sia his dick.But i ain't no gay i wan to fck girls 1 ok =).Still got this super TALL girl in my bus today.SHE was fcking tall.she wear this long skirt but due to her height the skirt become like mini skirt lol.Got 1 more person i want to say de but i 4get what about him i want to say suai ler ba.Anyways the most important girl part i write down already =)

School was fck up.SH today made a comment that i suddenely felt a pain in my heart><
somthing like this...

Loser: you got him ma..
SH: He not here lehs.
Loser:aiya nvm..

i think is some1 she like lor maybe they become bf and gf soon idk..
abit sad sia but its ok i try to put her down..jia you~!

Went for job interview today! somewhere in the east lol.i hope i can find a new job + find a gf while working~ yay i mean hope la~.Monday nid to choose my topic to do for the project..next week got 2 test.I NID TO GET MAX MARKS FOR IT.I GOT TO STUDY.

Went to collect my jeans today.Wow they auntie make until very slim + tight nice~ however, the ankle that part still not so tight yet but i guess its ok,=)I going to buy new clothes soon.

Went to shop alone today + think alot of things.I used to think that if you go shoppoing alone means you very ke lian or what, like don have frens like that. But now i got abit used to it liao leh, i think its quite fun also.People nid to learn to be independent where you found out that you don really have alot of fren, especially like my fail life like that.Got to learn to be alone.But still today i saw a couple at raffles city-Esprit shopping for clothes.

Boy: eh u think this shirt nice anot?
Girl: You nid to go try ar, if nice can wait new year then wear.
Boy: wa, this is slim cut ar?
Girl: I think you wear will nice leh ^^

a convo between couple, wherelse me only have myself to make the decision whether if its nice or not..If i got a gf, NA KAI YOU DUO HAO AR...really think alot of stuff while walking today..

Thus i come up with a promises.I never have s3x b4, i never go club b4, i never smoke b4.THUS, WHEN IM IN MY 20 YEAR OLD, I GOING TO GO GEYLANG,CLUBBING,SMOKE ONCE BEFORE I GO INTO SERVE COUNTRY.I made this promise to the future me. N I WILL KEEP UP MY PROMISE THE DAY WHEN I GRADUATE, I WILL BUCK UP MY COURAGE TO GO TO GEYLANG,CLUBBING,SMOKE ONCE WHETHER IF I M ALONE OR WITH OTHER PEOPLE.I want to try all this before i d*e.

P.S i think both dawn yang and xia xue is pretty ar, y pretty girls always don like each other? anyways peace out.cheers.bye

Long awaited movie.Part 2

[Contiune from the pervious post]

Went to plaza sing to buy some stupid $2 crap, fck up waste my time lol anyways after buying, went to bugis to catch a movie.The fourth kind.Wow i have been waited for like 3 weeks to watch the show.And this is the first show in my life i hesitated to watch it.Im afraid that the show might not turn out as good as i expected, thus i spend all this time thinking if i wan to watch this show anot.Not bad i guess, i would give 6/10, or 6.5/10. I dono if this is a true story but i believed that alien aduction might be possible in this world also.This world we are living in now is a very strange world, infact i have been thinking, how amazing that people are living and sharing the same time event. A person in singapore could be boarding a bus while some one in London maybe be boarding a bus as well, all happened on like 8.20pm. WE are progressing at the same time and we share the same time.That also explain the strange-ness of this world as y some of the guys have gf while other don even have sh!t.I guess maybe if this creature will pay me a visit can maybe give me some super natural ability and i will be contented for my whole life lol.Anyways a nice movie!

[Completion of last post]

Anyways, Haro~ finally finishing posting the effing long post.Today was a unlucky day.bus trip was lousy to the core =( plus now its like 2am+++ i got lesson at 2morrow 9am. OMG i m sleepy..i got my results for one of my subject, i got 26/50 =( i expected to get as least 40/50 oh man too much confidence always lead to failure..haiz. Anyways, bus trip home was fcked up as well, i saw this group of ppl, two guys, 4 girls. the girls look pretty much quite ok,except for one.The guys were sporty type + one malay dude. Im not racist or what but i don like them, but i love malay girls ALOT.I saw one malay girl in our school canteen today. She was wearing a green top and her bo*bs was so big.malay girls juz have big t*ts i dono y its like white girls in the western world have big boobs.Wherelse, only a handful of chinese girls in singapore have decent bo*bs size..anyways the group of people were chatting so happily while i listen to my sad chinese songs.I notice how guys were talking to girls.FIrstly, THEY WILL ALWYAS SMILE OR AT A LUFFING STATE WHILE TALKING TO GIRLS. I DONO y but i also do the same la lol.SECONDLY, THEY WILL LIKE LOOK AT THE GIRLS WHILE REPLYING TO THEM, normally is u are talking to a male fren u will reply them even is you are not looking at them.Y make girls so special?The bus trip contiunes on..

I have this thinking recently, LOL i got alot of thinkings right cause i nth to do now ma only can imagine alot of thinks lo~ Y guys nid a GF so badly, on the other hand, Girls don usually get despo wanting a BF.Guys are really lower body part thinkers?lol i really don understand + i cannot find out and answer maybe i will search the net lol.

Juz watched finish this show on Channel U.青涩部落格2 wa dam nice sia. The story inside is real + wa i think all of them is so sad one lor. JUZ LIKE ME MY LIFE SO SAD I HOPE THEY CAN DO A EP LIKE A PERSON LIKE ME OR ask me go and act my story out.hais so ppl can know how i live my tough life. I think i too tired to think what to blog ler. i try update again 2morrow anyways good night lo~

Long awaited movie.Part1

HIIIII. Long time no see~ i will updated from two days ago.

Basically, monday was a fucked up day nth interesting at all.

Tuesday. When to school as usual, didn't have much interaction with any girls in my class, was rather stupid..Bus trip to school was fk up too.Felt especially sad during the after school period..feel unbalanced..i nid to give a name for the girl i like now cause if not its very hard to say things out.How about lets call her, SH. ok nice name. Saw her walking wif the two guys fren of her's.I think they are like very close to each other, when she see me she just say hi to me like a NORMAL frens should behave, i feel so sad..but anyways i fell especially sad when its after school, dono y maybe its the sad song i m hearing at that moment.Went up bus 29*.The trip was as usual fcked up.Excpet when i reach one of the stop, a bunch of people boarded the bus. Got guys, uncle, ah ma, a this chio bu.For a second, i thought the ah ma is going to sit beside me, cause i always have been a unlucky man and god always try to f me inside out.To my amazed, the ah ma sat infront of me and this chio bu sat beside me.she was literally sitting beside me! To be frank wif u la, the presence of a girl beside me is already good enuff for me.Although we didn't touch each other and did not have any form of body contact, but the fact that a girl is sitting beside me is contented enuff.The air-con of the bus was particularly very strong that day, but all i can feel is the heat the girl gave off,it was all my imagination. ~.~

Sometimes i feel that actually god is not that bad also, at least when im at my lowest point of time, when im most dissapointed, god will like give me a SMALL SMALL encouragement.Like when you starved for 10 days, you found a bag of peanuts, you will be dam happy already.This is the type of feeling i encountered.

Wed, which is today.Alot of things happened, if not i don't want to update de lor =)
Trip to school was fcked up again, let me example y. Finally, today bus was a double decked. I went up the bus and found out that my fav seat is being taken.=( had to sit oppo my fav seat.But there isn't any chio bu at the bus =(.Strangely, there was nobody siting on my left handside, but there is a guy sitting next next to me, which is 1 more seat from my left hand side.I noticed that the bus is ery crowded but there seems like no1 wants to sit beside me.I don understand y, even old auntie don wan sit beside me sia, isit me or isit the guy that is sitting near me, does he look fck up or what? I dono. A girl actually chose to sit beside the guy that took my favourite seat lol, wtf man heng the girl not those chio type if not i feel unbalance again.Anyways don hav any interaction wif SH, But i now at least gave up on her liao, she is juz like a fren to me, maybe last time is i think too much ler, anyways sorry my mistake, i think too much.

Meet my best fren after school, wanted to watch movie.Ok here is the part that a good thing happened yay i like this type of things happening, god show me his mercy today YAY ok thx ba.I love u for the time being =P jk...

Anyways the bus was fcking crowded when we took the bus to interchange. There was this girl, short hair,blue demin shorts, black clothes and i forget what type of shoes liao but its all right.At first she was standing facing me, our arms have some body contact, i can feel her arms, the warmth...as the bus proceed on, she turned and back faced me, she was leaning against my left arm which her back.I can felt her bra strap on her back.i can also feel her body wif my arms, although her body was covered by a piece of clothing, but nvm at least i can feel her WHOLE back. When the bus is nearing to the bus stop, her butt started to lean over, but sad part is i can hardly feel her butt cause she was wearing those DEMIN shorts, i can feel the hard hard part, not very nice.. BUT ITS ALRIGHT i basically touch this girl whole back,hands and butt YAY. All this happen in like 15min of bus trip, that 15min is one of the most happy moment in my life.

[EH still got alot to post i will contiune in next post brb]

New hairdo.

Hello. juz want to say sumthing out..

Ystd went to cut my hair.Previously my hair is like so long, but ystd i cut until dam short =) i also dye my hair copper colour lol =)

Anyways, meet my fren in the morning to do some project work.We finish in about 1 hour? pro right ^^ meet my good fren at like 1pm.Went all the way to PS to see if there is anywhere to cut hair.Ystd i was wearing a jacket lor still walk so much wtf sia ==.We saw a guy hugging her gf when they went down the escalator..wtf sia i think is very unfair lor y some guys can get gf while some guy cannot get any crap.Thats like wtf la.Anyways reach PS n found out that there is no place to cut hair..too expensive liao..contiune walking further down, until bugis lol. There got 1 shop call Jerico or sumthing like that, cut+dye hair = $45+$95 = $ALOT. siao sia.Bo pian nid go back the cathey cut LOL.its a MRT trip back LOL.

I at MRT there saw alot of chio bu..but for mi right if i see the chio bu beside is her bf right i would look at her.Coz i don't want the bf to have this kind of feeling that i m envy of her chio bu gf.Like that the guy confirm feel very song 1 lor, coz he is the one that is her bf wherelse im juz a passer by that has nth.Ok i know its stupid but if i cannot get that feeling, i don't want to give that feeling to other people too.HAHA LOSER.

Sixth floor to cut hair i think..forget liao.Waited quite long to start cutting lor.A male hair stylist help my fren cut HAHA heng my one is a female hair stylist. The girl hair stylist quite not bad but i think at least got 25 years old. but idc she got a nice butt ^^ and she keep brushing against my arms cause i was like resting my arms on the chair same height as her butt +)

Got 1 more girl come in the shop, apparently some is one of the hair stylist, she also quite chio but got 1 problem..she got a mole on her face on her chin, although its not very big but i still find it unpleasent...but i don care la at least its a girl can liao. She helped me wash my hair..then the girl help me cut my hair..this whole hair cutting process too about 3 hour LOL. TA DA my hair is short + copper colour ^^. the girl also give me a hair treatment which is consider quite cheap to me, the feeling is like my whole hair got those mint feeling, the third thing i have in 2010. The first time, my head had those mint ICY COLD FEELING, imagine the feeling in ur mouth when u eat mentos, but now its on ur hair scalp! WTF song la~

On te way back, i saw one girl on the MRT beside her of cause bf again, the girl keep looking at me n my fren the bf like abit buay song lol, yes i love this make the guy angry HAHA although the guy also quite handsome but idc at least he feel abit unhappy, its better then nthing =)

I keep thinking y some ppl can go club la, ktv, party, chalet..etc Y i don have this type of frens de sia.Then y some ppl got so many gf before i got like none? Its stupid la so my life is so pathetic? I keep thinking while im now blogging right, maybe a chio bu is fcking his bf now, maybe when im playing garena right, ppl are going to clubbing. Like y is this happening? I really hope my gf is those type i like 1 sia, but i think its quite impossible cause i don have that type of frens..HAIS REALLY DON FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING FCK IT.

One last thing while i was taking bus home ystd, got 1 couple board the bus at the expo stop.The guy is like one fat S hole but her gf was still ok,average but boobs small. They were sitting infront but left side from me.The fat CB keep looking back at me sia..i don understand y isit he no confident that i m more handsome then him and scare his gf will keep look at me or what..lol but i think this type of ugly ppl can get gf how about me? maybe i don have the courage.

Not like i want to imagine or what but sometimes its the fact that im better looking then some ppl lor n of coz there are more ppl that are better looking then me.So what if u are good looking, no girls like u u also LL.Anyways, bye bye for now.

Went out alone.

Haro! Long time no blog !!! Got so much things to say..I guess i would do it slowly..Here it goes~

Went to school today..BORING! although i learn a new thing! WINDOW + D keypad = to desktop super fast! ok today i went out alone!! thats the first time i ever do that!
2010 i try to go out alone! I went Raffles place today!I go there to alter my jeans.quite expensive sia...$40+++ but i think its worth it ba, skinny n shorter jeans for new year +) Recently i have a thinking, like if you are staring at some1, the some1 will have a feeling that got ppl stared at me.Y like that sia? It's so strange lor, i have been experimenting this recently and this theory seems to be correct.Strange..

Anyways, after altering my pants, i walked from raffls to suntec, didn;t want to go home so early since i already come so far from the east..Walked the whole suntec, i think its quite fun to shop alone as well leh, although like very strange like that la but u can stop n look at stuff that interested you, u don nid like see if ur frens want to see the stuff anot.Nevertheless, i saw many chio bu at suntec..

Then Walked from suntec to city hall~I found out that actually suntec n city hall MRT station is very near only.Oh another thing is when im walking to city hall, a girl approached me give me a namecard...what modelling agency ar.she say dono what interested can see the website...lol if i can be a model good liao sia, alot of money + can know alot of girl models, but i think i cannot make it de ba...i 170+++ only =(

Finally, walked from city hall to bugis~ I saw this white girl, she was wearing a corset like thing and her boobs was like hanging half way out her boobs is big ok~
1 more thing when i am at the city hall station infront there de traffice light waiting to cross the road, i saw 2 chio bu there.One of them where wearing this white hot short tight pants, i can see her butt crack so deep.that image will never be forgetten~. Took MRT back home..

YStd. Oh the only thing i can rmb ystd is...I spend 1 hour of lesson thinking that y..if i like some1 i would just tell her i dont want to AN LIAN PPL ANYMORE! The second thing i never do before until 2010.Seconday, last year, i always an lian ppl...WHICH is like fcking useless.. they also dono if u like them anot, when life contiues they wun even rmb who the fck u r, so if u like some1 just tell her the truth.So i was thinking..The classmate which i was talking about in the last few post, ystd we sit beside each other, frankly speaking we had so much body contact la, but in the past maybe i will be very happy and neever forget it, but now i already kan kai ler..So its ok ba..lets be frens =) it would be so much better~

=) ok i think when i got something on that day i wan to blog liao now pile so much things i 4get alot of things ler la~~~ nvm ba ^^ c u 2morrow or maybe ...IDK.

Wide T shirt.

Haro..due to one matter i decided to blo today =)

Anyways, ystd went to bugis to buy some new clothes for new year.I bought 1 shirt dam fcking nice de la, i bought it in bugis street for $15 =) I also bought a pair o jeans for like $150 :O omg so ex thats the most expensive jeans i ever bought!

Oh ystd at the street before iluma, me n my fren saw 1 chio bu skirt got blown up by the wind, juz like 1 millimetre then we can see her US liao sia, the skirt was like nearly covering her head LOL, BUT TOO BAD the chio bu quickly use her hand to coiver her skirt, DAM. btw her bf was beside her n dont seem to mind that we are looking at her gf.I like this type of guy ^^ sharing is caring~

School was fcked up today.I love 1 girl in my class...but she is not the type i will like de..Its hard to have a chance to talk to her. She is just too friendly to every1.Maybe is i think too much ler...Anyways, i hope you will find a bf that will love you very much + have the guts to tell u that he love you.

Went to have dinner by myself near my house.Alone eating dinner the feeling is so strange..I ate roastedpork + char siew rice. After eating i got up and contiuned my own home, just then got two cb secondary kia use those cb face look at me. I was like wtf? he was like keep looking at me. I was thinking either he found my hairstyle too style liao if not he think my face is cb face lor.

PISSED OFF i went to 7-11 to buy drink, thinking of y the two kia keep looking at me. Suddenely something come up to my mind.Its because of my shirt , its too wide im skinny but my shirt always make me like look fat. DAM IT. Now when i buy clothes, i would buy those like make myself skinny de clothes =)

Nth much really.. juz feel like blogging for some reason =) for the girl classmate i like maybe is this reason..

P.S Time to find a job =)

2010 1st of jan.

Haro Haro Haro Haro !!! Happy new year.

Ok now u know i normally don blog in the morning right, but i is already very sian now.Nth to do now.. My next activity will start at 3pm so just now when i was about to go to youtube to hear some chinese song, i stumbled across this article at Yahoo! Home page, Your horoscope in year 2010.Just like a curious cat, i clicked the link n proceed in lol. Taurus romactic overview. ok i would post out here to highlight which part of it i think is quite true.

""Regardless of where your romantic life is, the last two years have seen more than their fair share of stresses and strains. This has probably been due to material and circumstantial issues that have been largely out of your control. The good news is that you'll be getting a much better handle on where you stand in your own love life this year. Are you getting the love you want, and if not, why not? What can you do to change things? Ultimately, you'll be able to rest assured that your reputation for being "good" at love and romance remains intact.

If you aren't currently in a relationship, you can look forward to things changing this year. July through September will see a broadening of your social opportunities, with a real shot at a new romantic connection being made at that time. In particular, there may well be opportunities coming about either at your workplace, or because of what you do for a living (directly or indirectly).

In terms of the attention you receive from others, the first three months of 2010 see a distinct increase in the amount of attention you receive -- even, in fact, if you aren't looking for it. A little ego-boost never hurt anyone, but if you're already in a committed relationship, be a little cautious. You may be tempted to cross a line or two. Some of the more constructive ways to use that energy is for business networking, and making social plans.""

Im going to find a job soon so i might meet a girl that i like there.yay =)
I hope the first 3 month alot of attention is real 1 lor.
All the things i bold means either it already happened or i hope it would happen =)

Anyways, i think this horoscope thing every1 can go n see it, even if its not real alittle moral boost is always better then nth =)

Ok 1 more thing is...Ystd i was looking at my sec 4 english text book, but it was so boring so i switch to social studies textbook, she come to the same school as me but now i see her, she like not .I wondered y the textbook like so new like that, i realize that i took the book from a girl i like in my class when im sec4.I took a chinese work book n social studies textbook from her desk.Last time at my class, she was like a goddess( dono corrct or wrong).She was a stay back student so she was older then us by 1 year,17.She is tall, pretty and her skirt is so short! One time at PE lesson, she was sitting beside the teacher on a higher legde and all of us were sitting on the cement floor.I managed to see her US by accident.POKKA DOTS. The POKKA DOTS were pink and the back ground is white. The image in my mind won't get erase as long as im still alive. Anyways she like not so chio already maybe i see alot of real hot chio bu now.

Ok i think this few day i have consantly update my blog ler, i think i will stop for awhile unless good stuff happened to me if not i shall not blog so freq =) zai jian lo^^