Weekends.Break

Haro!! Finally got the time to blog ler!! Got so much things to say.Just want to make a quick quick update of everything.

Wed.Bus trip was PERFECT.A cute girl sit beside me during the bus trip to school.i dono how to describe but our arms were sticking to each other so closely.I can feel her breathing..im sure she can feel the same as me, cause we were literally sticking so close together.She was quite pretty + she is thise short short cute + chio type de..wa if she is my gf then good sia...wanted to write this down as soon as i come back from school de, but in the end i go my fren house then never read this down until today lor...

Thur.Nth exciting happened,but i did have alot of WHU DONG wif SH.We talk alot of things.lol i really dono sia, i someimes feel that i like her very much,but i humji to tell her..but i think she is just being frendly and i assume that she liked me..hais y i so stupid de..she treat every1 so frendly, but y i so stupid have this feeling that she liked me...I think suai ler bah this time i really give up the idea of everything..lets kust be frens, maybe good frens until end of this sem, then we will change class and maybe never see each other again anymore...anyways GOOD luck..
I also got her number, only today..tried smsing each other, but i seems like a boring guy and have nth to contiune the convo..hais i m actually the one that is a failure lor...i really dono how to say leh...nvm ba i hope we faster finish this sem then i don have to endure the wan talk her i like her or not the feeling ler...ARGGHHHH

Fri.Went to cb school, do presentation.OMG i long long time don't have this type of nervous feeling like waiting in the hall for oral test in secondary school.I always scared of presentation, its not because of i scare i do badly on the subject but my language.My english is not very good as you can see from what i type in blog lol. Anyways still try my best to present.LUCKILY, the teacher only asked mye to present to him personally only.WA i REALLY felt relieved man when i heard this, my morale boost then can present until quite ok ba i think.^^.Do cb project until 5pm..FINISHED 1 of them.At night, went to eat wif my aunt uncle, cousin.Went pasir ris to wait me couz, he is in NS and booking out today.Went there like 8.waitied So fcking long for him.I notice sumthing.There is alot of girls waiting at the MRT there.I saw this blue thight short one piece dress, she fcking hot + chio sia.waiting for ppl.she waited as long as us and finally, her NS bf come out.Wa so good sia go NS got gf wait for u.not like me couz only his family member, sumore is father nother wait for him, not wife or what wait for him sia.Its really stupid.If next time i go NS right, i will tell my mother hey u don nid come wait for me or send me go book in i can take care of myself.Its really XIA suay sia.No gf = no ppl can wait for me, i rather go back home alone.

My life is really without purpose right now...i dono what to do sia, everyday its the same old rountine.I rmb i heard one of my classmate talk to his fren.The convo goes like this..

Classmate A:Wa so late liao u still come lab do what?
Classmate B:2morrow nid show cher the project leh, so come and do la.
Classmate A:Wa wear until so nice for what?
Classmate B:no la,later i go chiong.
Classmate A:power house?
Classmate B:ya.

Wow..so good thats what i call life.and 2morrow the lesson start at earlyt in the morning.thats call life ma.or everyday go out wif frens or gf thats call life.MY one is not call life, go school back home use com watch video.go out oso wif 1 - 2 frens only.Wow fck up life really.I really looked forward to diein.But first have to accomplish the 3 things i promise myself.wanted to do one of the three items today...but the humjiness level of me prevent myself from doing it..but in the end i will still do it before going to NS.Anyways...going to buy new handphone now LOL ^^ bye bye.