HIIIII. Long time no see~ i will updated from two days ago.
Basically, monday was a fucked up day nth interesting at all.
Tuesday. When to school as usual, didn't have much interaction with any girls in my class, was rather stupid..Bus trip to school was fk up too.Felt especially sad during the after school period..feel unbalanced..i nid to give a name for the girl i like now cause if not its very hard to say things out.How about lets call her, SH. ok nice name. Saw her walking wif the two guys fren of her's.I think they are like very close to each other, when she see me she just say hi to me like a NORMAL frens should behave, i feel so sad..but anyways i fell especially sad when its after school, dono y maybe its the sad song i m hearing at that moment.Went up bus 29*.The trip was as usual fcked up.Excpet when i reach one of the stop, a bunch of people boarded the bus. Got guys, uncle, ah ma, a this chio bu.For a second, i thought the ah ma is going to sit beside me, cause i always have been a unlucky man and god always try to f me inside out.To my amazed, the ah ma sat infront of me and this chio bu sat beside me.she was literally sitting beside me! To be frank wif u la, the presence of a girl beside me is already good enuff for me.Although we didn't touch each other and did not have any form of body contact, but the fact that a girl is sitting beside me is contented enuff.The air-con of the bus was particularly very strong that day, but all i can feel is the heat the girl gave off,it was all my imagination. ~.~
Sometimes i feel that actually god is not that bad also, at least when im at my lowest point of time, when im most dissapointed, god will like give me a SMALL SMALL encouragement.Like when you starved for 10 days, you found a bag of peanuts, you will be dam happy already.This is the type of feeling i encountered.
Wed, which is today.Alot of things happened, if not i don't want to update de lor =)
Trip to school was fcked up again, let me example y. Finally, today bus was a double decked. I went up the bus and found out that my fav seat is being taken.=( had to sit oppo my fav seat.But there isn't any chio bu at the bus =(.Strangely, there was nobody siting on my left handside, but there is a guy sitting next next to me, which is 1 more seat from my left hand side.I noticed that the bus is ery crowded but there seems like no1 wants to sit beside me.I don understand y, even old auntie don wan sit beside me sia, isit me or isit the guy that is sitting near me, does he look fck up or what? I dono. A girl actually chose to sit beside the guy that took my favourite seat lol, wtf man heng the girl not those chio type if not i feel unbalance again.Anyways don hav any interaction wif SH, But i now at least gave up on her liao, she is juz like a fren to me, maybe last time is i think too much ler, anyways sorry my mistake, i think too much.
Meet my best fren after school, wanted to watch movie.Ok here is the part that a good thing happened yay i like this type of things happening, god show me his mercy today YAY ok thx ba.I love u for the time being =P jk...
Anyways the bus was fcking crowded when we took the bus to interchange. There was this girl, short hair,blue demin shorts, black clothes and i forget what type of shoes liao but its all right.At first she was standing facing me, our arms have some body contact, i can feel her arms, the warmth...as the bus proceed on, she turned and back faced me, she was leaning against my left arm which her back.I can felt her bra strap on her back.i can also feel her body wif my arms, although her body was covered by a piece of clothing, but nvm at least i can feel her WHOLE back. When the bus is nearing to the bus stop, her butt started to lean over, but sad part is i can hardly feel her butt cause she was wearing those DEMIN shorts, i can feel the hard hard part, not very nice.. BUT ITS ALRIGHT i basically touch this girl whole back,hands and butt YAY. All this happen in like 15min of bus trip, that 15min is one of the most happy moment in my life.
[EH still got alot to post i will contiune in next post brb]
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