Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year In 4 hours & 53 mins more

HARO...It's 5ercet. lol thats juz stupid. Anyways today is a New Years Eve. 2010 is nearing! N here i m alone at home watching Channel 54 Taiwan's Countdown party. Singapore countdown program is juz too fck up. Next year i wan to go to SG countdown party i swear!

Anyways today afternoon i went out to have lunch wif my mother.We ate AJISEN ramen. Oh forget to mention, when i took bus 81. SUMTHING owning happened! i sit in my favourite face2face seating. Got one chio bu sat beside me.I do not know if she's chinese or malay but who cares i know she is pretty~ she smell nice too ^^ anyways the usual arm to arm body contact. That just felt so good. All humans nid some kind of body contact with the opposite sex to survive. Just like babies, you have to carry them when they cried and hug them.Every human-being needed body contact to survive! anyways i don have this type of feeling since 1 months ago? But i regretted that i didn't not see the girl face~!!!! When we reach the bus stop, i was waiting for her to get up her seat so that i can have a glimsp of her face but she did the same thing, waiting for mi to get up. I had no choice but to get up. I hope she think that im still ok for her =) Last day of 2009 n i got sumthing, not bad ba i guess its like 4D consolation prize =) BO FISH PRAWN YE HAO LA.

AJISEN was nice but i cannot finish the food >< got some chio bu eating AJISEN as well, i notice alot of people accompany their mother to have AJISEN today~ dono y

I also bought a pair of new shoes. $100+++, Ystd i say ler no where to go lo when countdown, i had to say this out now if not its like stuck in my heart so painful!

I m not ugly i think i still quite nice looking leh My life sux because i don have alot of frens when im in secondary school cause my sec school is jus fuck up So i admit i don have alot of frens n i have no gf at all. My life sux because im unlucky.

I feel so much better now thx blog. Anyways i want watch my taiwan countdown event liao bye 2009. hi 2010 i hope i got more new fren n a gf new year reso, other stuff dont matter to me anymore. if i cannot have my resolution come true i would go back to my gaming self. You are going to be revived.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Happy New Year In advance.

10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2......1 !!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

Yea..2morrow is a new year. 2010. N so does my 4 day holiday starts.

Got tickets to 2morrow count down, but i found out is going to vivo de. That countdown is like noob de la. 11pm-1am Wow what kind of a lame countdown is this?
The two better count down are at the marina bay floating platform or the 1 is Sentosa. 8 hours of partying, thats what i call a countdown event. Last min my fren PS me lor. No nid go liao. Anyways, vivo countdown is juz lame n i also don't want to go larhs. Spending countdown with fren to me is boring. I would only countdown with my gf. Thats the whole point of countdown! Anyways, next year i going to find a gf and stop being a no life student. I will spend me time alone at home watching taiwan countdown show..Hais. I WANT A BETTER YEAR.2010

Anyways, today bus trip to school was rather fck up. Plain n boring.Got see a few chio bu only.MY PIMPLE AT MY NOSE HEAL LER !!! Oh i forget to mention if u want me to carry a recovering pimple to go any where i also don want. Lets say if a girl see u n quite interested in you but when she see u have a huge pimple, it would be such a turn off. I rather i look shuai shuai go out lor ^^

I went to get my driving theory test today. Im sitting for the test like in about 2 months? I think i can sure pass ba since alot of my frens say it quite simple. I got a A for my english subject.HEHE i m good~ Anyways not much thing today larhs, juz wan to say out that i don feel lonely without fren, i juz feel lonely when u have no gf. Happy New Year.

PS. I wan wish a happy new year to all the people in the videos i have watch b4. I hope next year all of you people will produce more videos and save more guys in this world that don have a gf. =) Next year i will have a gf while blogging this stupid fck up blog. =) Bye.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

New Year Soon.

Haro..its me again! SO long never blog le..frankly speaking there isn't any thing for me to blog nowadyas. Seriously. Anyways, alot of things happen this few days. I shall not talk about christmas cause it juz plain too boring and stupid. I hate people who say celebrating xmas with family or fren is cool.THERES NTH FCKING COOL ABOUT IT, u r juz bluffing urself that you are happy, wherelse ur'e not. Anyways, Starhub has opened all the channels for the viewers to watch this few days. I watched alot of movies in AXN, Star Movie and HBO. NICE DE LA! I watched Ghost rider, The Dark Knight, Jumper and Batman begins & the most important, The Biggest Loser Asia Edition. I like to watch how a fatty get a make over into a cool n smart looking or beautiful guys or girls.

Oh a new year is coming soon~ Thur Friday Sat Sun Holiday !!! my school juz started n it feels like going back to a holiday again LOL. Anyways, so what i have 4 day of rest. I got no where to go. Most importantly, i dont have a gf to celebrate with me.Whats the point of going out? I don wan to go out wif frens cause it would be too fck up to see couples on the street laughing n enoying themsevles.

Anyways, my point is that im not blogging to complain how fck up my life is, i UNDERSTAND perfectly how my life is fck up.Ok lets go to the main point =)

FINALLY SUMTHING NOT BAD HAPPENED TODAY. As usual when school starts, my class start at 1pm. As usual i m late =P today's bus was a single-decked bus..i hated single-deck the most cause always no chio bu de + cannot sit beside them de..A boring ride through out.Except, when i was about to reach school, got a mother board the bus. I was sitting on the outer side of the chair and since the mother was carrying a baby, i kindly offered her a seat inside the inner side of the seat. She lifted one of her leg and crossed over my legs.N apparently, she is not very agile and she got stuck in the mid air. Ok now she was like sitting on my thights but she was standing. My hands had no where to move and her tight butt was brushing against my hands. She said :"Sorry", but in my mind i was saying. Hey thanks alot, i really feel better =)
Although it seems like only 2mins of struggling, but it really made my day!

Reached school, I bid farewell to the mother n her cute baby in my hearts. School was fcked up. Although, today i was sitting all the way with a girl. Frens but its always better when u always hang out wif guys. She really let me feel that at least i have a chance to talk to girls lor + can like so close like that. But we both know we can only be frens i guess. She quite pretty ba i think..

After school we also go out, although with her other frens. Didn't managed to go home together cause of some stupid reason, i lazy to mention.

Anyways, i hope all the guys in this world that have a gf can have a great time on this NEW YEAR 31/12/09 11:59:59Pm 1/1/10 00:00:00AM (I hope this is correct)

Those guys without a gf like me =( good luck on finding a gf next Year which is 2010 n hope u all will succeed. N enjoy some good ****ing! ^^

Next Year i really want to have a gf. This is my new year resolution. If i can have a gf next year i would post my pic + her pic up here.SO to give guys like me an encouragement.Such as if you have luck u can also find a gf too.

PS. Ystd i walked past this chio bu. when i walked past her, she quickly keep her hands to herself, she didn't have this type of reaction when she walk past the guys infront of me. wtf? i got AIDS isit? i very ugly meh.nbcb. I m pissed off. You then ugly ar b!TCH.

Bye Bye.SAD DE LA

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas Eve.

Hello..Today is the christmas Eve..N what m i doing now? Blogging, what does it mean? Means i never go out lor..lol im not as lucky as some of us which has chance to go out with their gf or friends.

Anyways, today went to suntec. Went there because we wanted to watch movie. I saw many chio bu at suntec sia. Got 1 girl caught my eye the most. She was wearing a pink high heels. But i didn't manage to see her face. But i think she was quite pretty ba. I also went to the fountain at suntec. I went around the fountain for 4 rounds. I make a wish. The wish was simple. I really hope it will come true. Anyways, being the xmas Eve, there are more couples then usual. Somemore is suntec, so many ppl...I watched Avatar today. It was super nice! i like Jake n the Girl Na'vi. 3 hours long..N its the first time i watched a 3D Movie!! My nose is so painful lor the spec make until so pain.When i was leaving suntec to take Mrt, i saw a girl, she was walking towards me, her bf beside her. Our hands accidently swiped pass each other..It was a feeling i never felt b4..

Actually im very sad now..i don have any words to express myself but to say its juz unfair. Some of us have pretty gf, some of us don have any gf. How is this fair? Its like some of us born as a prince, some of them born as a son of peasent. It was never fair. Nowadays, there is also nth good happen to me liao, what grinding in bus all nth, no zg in girls anymore.Im already 18. I really saw many chio bu today. they are so fcking hot, their dressing or their figure.I have nth.

Went to watch bodyguard n assasin at wed. Nice movie also. i really forget last few days happen what le.Perhaps im too sad + my mind is so confused right now. Sry if you don't understand what i post today. Im juz really sad.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Video Post.



Lol. Yuan lai you can copy paste things on to the post...now then i know...anyways Christmas is nearing~For some of the ppl, it might be sumthing that they were happy about it. But for me, its another year of lonely christmas.. When i was searching this video in YouTube, i can see at the comment post there, alot of ppl from all over the world had a lonely christmas too..Hais,nvm i wish all the lonely people in this world, a merry & lonely chritmas =) I was searching for anyone has a lonely christmas? & one article caught my eye. The article says that she had a lonely chritmas, but one line impact me the most. Let me quote out: "Please don't feel alone. There's plenty of us suffering the same way. We're probably just too embarrassed to tell you." i can't believe how i survived my past 18 years. I have been alone for all the entire festivals.

I have been thinking alot more then usual, keep thinking on y i have such fate.I dono is it called fate or what. My appearance is meant for doing alot of things de, but y i got such fate n character that makes me weak. Other's with the appearance of $^&% can have more and better things that me..Y? Then y should i struggle to live anymore? Im afraid that i might get Melancholia or Dissociative identity disorder AKA split-personality.

Also, i noticed that all my frens, were also suffering in their own problems same as mine. They don have gf, money, frens (i not sure). But they definitly don have gf, & GF is the most important thing of all.Who want to go out wif gf instead of fren, gf you will do everything n anything for her. Most importantly, u can have ****ing on ur GF, u cannot have ****ing on ur frens right, especially guy frens. _|_
If its me that cause the unlucky fate in you all, i apologise to all of u, i never wanted to harm any1.Its just my unluckyness that bought us together as frens.

One last thing. So what if u know alot about clubbing song. SO what you know alot about clubbing. SO what you can name out all the club in sg. The fact is that you never got into a club b4. You can only pretend infront of ur frens or families that you go clubbing b4. That might fool then but it will never fool ur ownself. I cannot cheat myself.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Normal.fck up life

YOYOYOYO... Hi long time no post...

Last wed i was at my fren BBQ. It was her birthday. When we reached there, i saw a chio bu at there, apparently she was her cousin. Ok i tell u how she wear. Her shorts is so tight until either, she never wear any thing inside or she wear a thongs. Cause i can't see any VPL from her lol. She bought her bf too. His bf is those NS guy ba, i think cause of the short hair + his age about there. I was saying to my fren wa so sian got this chio bu but cannot go talk to her de... SO SIAN. Anyways the BBQ was rather boring, i don understand y all the BBQ in my life was rather boring 1. Other's BBQ had so much fun. Started raining, but it didn't affect much as the pit is being covered. Until about 7+, the chio bu left wif his bf, i bet is go do some heavy ****ing.Sure 1 la i i got this type of gf i sure f the bullmother sh!t out of her. Anyways, after awhile, another chio bu arrived. Her bo*bs was like so big n her skirt is like so short. Also cannot see her VPL i think she sure wear thongs 1 lor. We had eye contact. Nobody was talking to her, she seems like dono any of them very well. I wanted to go n talk to her, if i talk to her i maybe got chance liao lor. But I scare. I M SO HUMJI. I don understand y i so humji sia. I see other ppl juz take phone number from girls nia. I think this is what u call no pain no gain. I can only keep looking at her only...BBQ end n too bad no fcking way u going to see her again...

Thursday. Went out wif my good fren. wanted to buy shirt n shoes. But the cb shopping centre never sell nice shirt 1.. The shoe was like fcking expensive. %99.90
>.< so ex! Next time im going bugis to buy shirt for New Year! I mention to my fren want to go o the 2010 countdown party anot. I was thinking if i go there maybe i will have chance to get to know some chio bu and maybe i can have chance to **** them ^^. But now i think...the party is like ppl seeing the show performed by those artist only sia, will have chance to talk to others 1 meh? PLUS i so humji, can get girls number meh?, can know new ppl meh. Ystd i jus saw a show, the guys in the show, go to the club then got girls come n talk to them, after that they have ONS. Where got so good one. What about me?

Its all because my secondary school life...Its my unlucky life lor..no1 to blame..juz blame my sec school.

Pissed off now..bye bye

Monday, December 14, 2009

Yawn.Movie.

Wake up like 9am but fall back asleep until 12pm lol. Woke up since now im in holiday, nothing to do actually, without games... I think i should spend more time relaxing cause when my school starts, the project would be like fcking tough, i should get started on finding some research for my school project i thing. Ok i would like to make a pact that when my 2.2 ends, i would find a game n chiong it. My soul will be revived. When my this term ends is the old me that gets revived. "Για να παίξετε Μόνο νίκη" will be revived.

Anyways watched movie today, if not i would be bother to blog lol. Twilight - new moon. Eh, i dono is it good or bad maybe a 3/5 i think? Jacob short hair is nicer then his long hair. N i feel the Jacob is poor thing..he did so much for bella but she never even apperciate it n goes back to edward. Y i don have this type of frens, the girl like despo for guys de. If im edward then good sia. Maybe if u r a vamp, it makes u unresistable for girls. So let me become a vamp too ^^. But all of us know its impossible for this thing to happen.

Next movie im going to watch is Avatar & bodyguards assasin. Shutter Island is what i looked forward to. Maybe i will watch the fourth kind also. Nth much to say, but saw alot chio bu when i go watch movie. Especially got 1 girl at the interchange waiting for some1. Dam chio n hot.

Got to buy new clothes for new year soon =) i feel like buying formal shirt they are quite nice. but i scare i wear like not nice =( but i guess i will try it out first =)

Good nite.

Yawn.Second day of holiday.

Yoyo. Ystd was a big event for some of the ppl...Zouk out! at sentosa. Sadly, i didn't go...no1 jio me go what sia, solo go there meh, so strange lol..

Anyways, ystd was my frens birthday. They called n asked me out. Didn't wanted to go out cause abit quite late ler + nid to wear new contacts. But since is my good fren birthday, i went.

My fren come n picked me up. Its the fifth time i sit a bike. waited long enough for him.. at first quite nervous, but then it felt all right after a while . It was the first time i sit on a bike n travel on highway. Wa super windy + cool. I can see clearly too =) bike is cool.

Went to play pool. i was only okok with pool only. Quite noob, but still got a little skill =P play awhile then we go eat. Meet 1 more our fren first. He wanted to go sentosa with his other frens de, he ask the birthday boy want to go but he don want to go lol so wasted, i really feel sad for him, if me i sure go ler. So sad right, i don have the chance to go but other people have the chance they don want go. like kids in africa no rice to eat, kids in singapore waste their food. So im a kid in africa in the example case. =(

went to play pool again lol. ok here is y i want record down ler. LOL no la. A couple take te table beside us. the girl the b0*bs dam big. went she bend down can see her t*ts , but her t*ts i think too far apart sia, got a big drain instead of a deep drain. lol, but its still nice to see.+) Oh there got alot other chio bu also. I even saw a group of people went outside the shop to "talk". i think they buay song each other lol.

Took cab home. At the cab, the uncle ask me 1 question let me super du lan + cannot sleep when i reach home. Scenerio time. short 1

Cab Uncle: Where you going, boss?
Me: eh ******** street 42 blk ***
Cab Uncle: Ok boss, u want go by which way ar boss?
Me: *** highway.
Uncle: Eh today got Zouk Out at Sentosa right?
Me: Ya
Uncle: O, u never go ar?
Me: Ya, no1 jio me go( laugh awkwardly).
Uncle: O...(Slient for the trip)

You see even cab uncle know zouk out. n i don know what kind of luck is this. When i reach home about like 2.30am, i keep thinking about this, 3.30 am then i sleep i think. how i wish i can like reply the uncle, i going to pick my gf up then we go. But i can't. Anyways grats to ystd the guys/girls who go to zouk out , after that have some really good "time" together de ppl. =)

I bt alot of things today...all about hitomi~~~ the biggest i ever eat, 3.32 GB. Wa hard to get down my throat sia~ Nights. Btw im glad u back sg. =) hope u buy nice things for mi hor ^^

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Me.

Ok this post is all about sharing myself. Ok i dono y i write blog now.. in the beginning i wanted to record my achievements, after that it become a dairy that records my life for the older me, now i write blog for like no reason.. Nth meaningful to record anymore..n y i nid a post to write about myself since i m the one who is reading it the next time? I dono what kind of a person m i? wtf.. Maybe blog is like a person to talk to, the unhappiness in my heart can be told. I have no siblings or what, Guys fren will not listen to another guys talk about how failure is his life, parents, u cannot simply tell ur parents that u r crazy about ****ing a girl and ur school juz sux, its dam weird right...So i write a blog to spill my hearts out, yea! Ok i found the reason to blog. I will treat blogging like talking to a human. Lets get started. No bad words today. Starting from below.

The First fact. Ok i suppose u know y guys or girls like to listen sad songs right. Yea, it reminds them of breaking up with his/her gf/bf. When you hear the song lyrics, it feels like the song represent how u feel, the song is basically made for u !
Nevertheless, i myself love sad chinese song. I got a playlist of 56 song, 4 hour 02 minutes plat time, every time it play a sad song i feel sad also, but u know what i feel sad cause i don have a gf b4. 18 years of my life. pretty pathetic huh, yea i guess so.

The Second fact. Birthday ^^. My birthday is on the 4th month of the year. Ok. My style of celebrating my birthday is stupid. No1 actaully wish me happy birthday except my family members, of cause i have friends, but very little in secondary school, primary school frens all lost their contacts. Until this year, n last year there are people who wish me happy birthday. I mean dont u feel pathetic, u don even get a simple sms saying happy birthday :). No never. Cakes dont have. Can i like even make a wish if there isn;t a cake lol i dono who cares. My cousin when he birthday, he can throw a party n invite all his frens, i can also throw a party, but who will come..? no1? cause i don have many frens in school.

The Third fact. I like to collect things. I dont know why but it makes me feel like if u have something that belong to u before u die. u r a winner. I collect pictures, magazine and clothes. I really feel like meeting people that collects the same stuff as me.. maybe we can make frens or even trade our stuff! I really hope to meet u guys/girls in my life.

The Fourth fact. I really want to F some1 b4 i go NS, seriously. I dono y but i think la all the guys have the same thinking if a guy does not like F is just like a iPod Touch, the Touch screen system is mal-functioning! ok i know is a stupid example but meh i don care. I juz want to F all of them. N i really don believe in love. LOVE? sry its impossible i will believe love, i only believe in s#x. Call me watever u want. s#x ftw.

The Fifth fact. I really like t*ts. Its a special thing that u cannot resist. For sg big t*ts cannot be found so easily, i have been researching like maybe B is the average size in sg? nt sure but thats the case when i use my super eye to see. LOL. Like Taiwan or Japan, the girls very strange got very big t*ts. Their water got vitamin isit. Good sia.

The Sixth fact. I really like to imagine, i like to imagine i have a really hot chio bu lian type gf n i every day do ****ing on her, i like to imagine i m super rich i can buy girl n do ****ing on them, i like to imagine i m lock inside a mental hospitial n do nothing everyday until i die, i like to imagine i know muay thai very well, i m AKA the Ong Bak. Lastly, i like to imagine i can take the girls U*S**** when im outside.

I guess that all ^^. ok siging off, to buy dinner. watch tv first.

I like xVideo, Hitomi & Japanese.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Celebration~

Ok nth very eciting to celebrate about actually...LOL its only the end of my term test. ^.^ my 2 hour of hardcore studied paid off ^^ today the paper i can own it like never b4.

Oh today when i take bus * to school, i saw some chio bu but the bus was singled deck. Means the new kind of bus. 1 girl sit beside me, i was studying my notes. her hands were moving around while she was looking for her handphone in her handbag. I purposly moved my elbow near her so she could 'touch' my arm ^^ HEH. Although she a bit plump, i don care, cause this type of thing don happen lately. When theres no fish, prawn is good enuff.

Oh i rmb. ystd went to eat the Aston.Not prime the normal 1. Its was nice! its the second time i ate Aston. while eating the black pepper chicken, i saw a girl using the same handphone as me N series 8X. lol but her face cmi. I also saw my long long long never saw cousin. its a family gathering !

i went to wait for bus at the usual bus stop. OK I JUZ BREAK MY GLASS BOTTLE FUCK. NOW I LEAVE 3 GLASS BOTTLE TO USE.

amyways, wait for the bus right, ya saw a girls waiting the bus also, apparently they were waiting for bus same as me. but too bad they got up number 10 when it come..aww

i waited for my bus number n board it. quite boring nth to see also.. one couple board the bus, the guy were the nerdy geek jc boy look, the girl was quite ok, average, the second pair of couple went up, the guy was wearing a green shirt n quite fat, the girl was abit plump but still ok i guess cause her b0*bs is big. erm i wonder, y such guys have gf? i never got the answer. Oh side track abit morning i was taking the same bus and got this two chio bu alight at the siglap centre there, nice maybe next time im going to the siglap centre to see whats there. anyways when the bus near the stop i was alighting, i saw the couples both of them rest his head on the girls shoulder, EVEn the old couple 2 sit infront of me do that ! omg i was like wtf? what did i done to deserve such fck up fate? Hais

Ok i know i wanted to share more about myself right on the next post which is this, but i now very lazy to type leh... ok next post really i share ok? =) n tiger woods is a @#$%^ lucky mudaf**ker so many b!tch to fck.Song Ah.

later i going to some stupid dinner party like thing, i hope got chio bu go please please please let me have some hot s3x tonight!

Zai jian~ 5ercet/

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Too many things happen.

Hi. =)

Too much things happened the past few days, i can only rmb some of it only. Exam is tough, SORE throat ! Black P@nty, Might fail exam, I will never drink bubble tea at a fast rate. Chu zha was nice so many LA LA, the girl collecting the bill has a huge cleavage.

Thats simply sum up my past few days.

Anyways, maybe im trying to aim my marks too high, i want to get A for 2 subject, but im not sure m i capable enuff to do so... my term test i would only wan 10% out of it, but im afraid that i might not be able to do so...hais.

Anyways this morning i went to see doctor about my foot. Once upon a time, i injured my veins in my foot, leading to blood clogging up on that particular part of the foot. The doctor stick the injection needle into my foot and start getting the blood out. Although i have done this before, but this time it seems to be SUPER PAINFUL! i could feel the needle plunge thru my skin. Ouch. Fcking pain la, but i enjoy the pain. Its nice to feel some pain or else your life is so boring~!

Bought my facial cleasing lotion. $32. Oh ya, while wating to buy the med, i saw 2 chin@ girl. One of them was wearing a white T-shirt and her b0*bs was fcking big, at least a D. Her bra color were rainbow color lol. In the past, i hate chin@ girls, cause of their accent, but i tot, who cares if they got a hot body. =) I have changed my thinking now, as long as the girl have big b0*bs, i dont care whether they are from earth or MARS. =)

i was taking the bus at a chio bu sit infront of me. she was wearing a standard charted seven shirt, i think there is some company for it i think, a bank? not sure. the bus went past a bus stop and there was this black dress chio bu waiting to cross the road. The chio bu in bus turned her head to see the black dress chio bu while the bus drove by, the black dress chio bu were also looking at the bus chio bu at the same time, i guess get jealous at each other to see who is more pretty. Quite funny actually.=)

OK 2morrow got the last exam, i hope i can at least get 10% for it as well, but who cares, got to go study soon, going out to eat..Anyways i shall share abit more of myself when i post the next time. Bye Bye

Monday, December 7, 2009

Study break.

Hellow~. I got a question, y the blog post cannot copy n paste things de. i actually want to paste some chinese words inside 1 lor, but i found out that u cannot do that =.= It too tiring to type chinese han yu ping in n change to chinese words in, therefore im going to pass it =)

Long time no update know y? cause NTH ineresting happens. My eyes don have anything to record. I juz notice that, after not playing any games right, my mind start to wander around, everyday think why my life is so lousy.hais. Whenever i go out i sure see alot of the usual stuff the big big t!ts. Anyways, i went to my grand mother place the last few days. Something i want to point out is that, ystd when i was at the MRT station, while i was walking up the escalator, i saw a fat guy n a girl. The girl was wearing those tight shorts, thus her VPL is visible lol. Normal type of panty according to the shape. the girl was quite tall. The guy i see like got a fat tummy n his face cmi 1. They were laughing so happily. I never saw the girl front view. I thought ok...this type of ugly b@stard can get gf, although i saw the girl wear specs, its ok i think. at least her butt is so tight n small. So i think, wa i m worser then this ugly muda fucker? but when the escalator go up, they stop n buy something, i saw the girl face..WA also fcking cmi 1 LOL, i don understand nowadays alot of girls the back view so fuckable, but when u see the front view really hong gan. lol anyways, this does not apply to those in secondary girls, if back view chio, front view sure chio.

Also, y ppl don like lians. i think lians is singapore speciality lor. Lians i dam love this type of girls. if i find gf i wan either lians or hot 1. but due to my fcking luck i don seem to have any connections with this type of people so how in the fcking world do i get to know them? too bad i guess. hais fck my secondary life.

Nth much actually..Oh i rmb, few days ago i was on the bus way home, 2 girl sit beside me, 1 nerd looking , 1 is simply juz a fat S. ugly. they were toking about those girls thing, about boyfren i was like lan jiao u all have boyfren meh? >.> i did not tou ting what they say ok is simply TOO LOUD. let me act out the secnerio(dono spell)

Geek girl : how got 1 guy like interested in me but he keep like missed call me like 6 times, i feel irritated. how a?
Fat S: So u like him anot?
Geek girl: ya, i at start also abit interested in him, but after he keep disturb me, i don have that feeling anymore.
Fat S:huh y like that?
Geek: I at Msn chatting with him, when i say hey i gtg sleep ler he say ok later call me hor, i was like i going sleep ler call what chat what! ><
Fat: uh huh.
Geek: now i think he irritating lor always sms n call me.
Fat: Aiya, tell him u busy cannot talk anymore n ur parents scold u as the phone keep ringing n ringing la.
Geek: Oh ok thanks =) ( alight the bus leaving the Fat S sitting beside me)

Ok i was like erm. hey ppl like u its already very good liao sia, depends on ur looks, ok maybe ur heart good la, but looks is VEry important also! If i would adviced, u should apperciate the love, u might never get it again. i also don have this kind of thing happen to me =(. Wa the secnerio like nice sia, maybe next time i do secnerio again.

Bye Bye. 1 blog is nice FML blog its interesting.

Friday, December 4, 2009

No mood.

hi. No mood to post anything...but i guess since im already writing this crap down, i might as well get started.

rather simple day, had to go to school at 11am..late for 25min ! but its ok, the teacher is already very thankful that we came AT least =P. The bus trip was rather stupid, apparently no1 took bus on wed AT 11am.

i kind of feel that i sux at coding stuff. i can do more theory stuff. i should have choose those course that require lots of memorising stuff de lor. wtf. Its ok i guess. i got full marks for my test heehee. pro mah~

Meet my fren after school. So long no meet ^^ went Orchard to eat. Was raining when we reach there, so i was like ok what to eat? End up we go cineleisure eat grilled chicken. okok i know i not suppose to eat fries, therefore, i gave them all to my fren ^^. $15.75 if im not wrong. I rmb last time i come here watch movie de shi hou, got saw 2 girl selling the ice cream de. Can see their small cleavage de ^^ Today, me n my fren wanted to go but ice cream from them, but when we near the shop, we then found out the shop actually sell YOGURT de. I hate YOGURT~! we juz say good bye to their b0*bs lol. oh i 4get, to say sumthing real important.While i was waiting for the bus at my school bus stop, no im sorry, its when i board the bus on the way to the station, i saw 2 girls + 1 guy come up the bus. 1 of the girl was wearing a 2 strip clothes and a jeans. Just then, a YIN YUE CAI ZI come up the bus oso. he was carrying a volin case, not sure whats inside but its a violin case :O the seat beside me is empty all the way. but when a fat auntie move away from the seat which is beside the music boy, the chio girl, fcking sit beside me. WHERELSE MY SEAT BESIDE ME WERE LIKE EMPTY THE WHOLE TIME. Then the guy( the 2 girl fren) went n sit beside me. Ohhh, now like that la hor. fcking gay guy his spund like fark up, sit beside me, CHIO BU sit beside a music boy, so m i so ugly or farking not talented? COOL thats the luck i get right. Make me so angry, i want to cry now but wait after i post first.

Anyways, when i go orchard the new shopping centre 313, at the somerset there de new ope 1 sia, i realise those new shopping centre sure got UNI QLO this shop de sia. Y? Jap stuff so hot meh, i think sell korean stuff nicer lors.Meh. Went fareast try to buy new shoes, but to no avail. I was wearing the same shoe i bought from there last time ago, like very pai seh if i go buy new shoe wif the same shoe i bought from here LOL> !

I feel like at outside, THERE IS SO SO SO MUCH CHIO BU, everywhere u see is b00bs, s3xy legs, pretty face, short skirts until nearly can see the panti3s, SHORT TIGHT SHORTS, can see VPL. Juz let me know 1 of so many can ler right? i don wan much, 1 can ler. i see those guys so happy, they must have everyday done some nice fking wif their gf mah, if not where got so happy de. everyday win 4D meh. I bought my FHM liao teehee. i was o9n the MRT back home, beside me stand 1 FAT girl. juz come back from orchard so many chio bu, y no chio bu stand beside, its actually a *** bullmother bitch stand beside me, u can see how unfair luck is to me right? CORRECT. i want to go cry now Bye Bye.

P.S i don wan eat heaty food, I DON WANT TO GO OUT ANYMORE I STAY HOME WATCH THE P*rno better LOR. i hate every1 now! i want to cry BYE BYE.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Xin Qing hao. ok quite sux actually.

Hello. 7.35pm now. So hard to see me blog on early days. ok anyways. So sian now..

i got a pimple on my face ~~~ ARGGHHH. Wa lao so ugly sia. i dono y whenever i eat fried or heated food, my face will grow pimple 1. I swear if my face recover right, i swear i DON WANT EAT anymore frid food. zzz. now when i go school or anywhere, i will like don dare ppl to look at me anymore =( boo hu i so sad !

was rather simple day. Did my presentation for one of my subject, was pretty slack lol the teacher was playing facebook while listening to us presenting lor LOL.

Today bus, YA i ACTUALLY went on top the second floor. Normally, i would like stand at the down stair 1 right see got any chio bu i can touch them. but today, due to MY ONE PIMPLE on my face, i so demoralise. So i went on top to see. Now i don wan ppl to look at me. i feel that ppl are laughing at me. but so what my face look nice, also no girls will be my gf. sian.

Anyways, today the girl i add on fb she confirm me as fren. i think she quite chio lor ^^ i will check out her picture 2morrow =).

Nth much, juz i hate when i got pimple. ONE PIMPLE, 2morrow go out wif my best fren eat ^^. Peace out xD

~5ercet.~!

Stupid luck.

Haro~. So long no blog ler. ok la i feel like i lost the motivation to blog liao leh...so what i can record my life now...its still a failure mah. Sian. Either way, i endure this hardship n contiune blogging =). ok down the main point !

Ystd went to eat buffet with ZA n SH. i was wondering boys and girls can really be frens 1 meh? i really dono leh. Boys always say like just frens with girl only, but is it possible? like until so close, only frenship? no like gan qing 1 meh? i really dono. But anyways its fun to go out wif u SH. =) I can feel like at outside alot guys look at me, cause got chio bu beside me, thats like NEVER IN MY LIFE b4. So i was really happy =). But today, u like so cold towards me, lol y? Its not i don wan talk to u sia, its don have the chance... I dono if this is a feeling u shuld have to a fren but, i really dono i hope 2morrow we can joke like frens again..

Anyways, today class at 1pm. When i reach the bus stop, i saw a girl stand behind the board there, near the vending machine, her figure was being blocked by the dam board. bus * came. Board n heng 2day no ppl take my favourite seat. The chio bu boarded the bus too, and sit oppo me. Let me DESCRIBE her. she wore black&white stripe shirt, black short shorts and a black handbag. She was also tanned. she was looking at her notes, maybe got test later on or what IDK. she kept looking at me at first, then i tot y not i also look back at her =P i purposly look at her when she was looking at me, eye contact~ we both very shy juz look away. I did that a FEW times(the whole bus trip). Anyways, reach the third bus stop, i found out that she was a student at there too. i was behind her all the way when we walked into the school compound. i tot we can take the same lift sia, but she went and sit at the bench there, SIAN. she was quite pretty.

class was sad enuff, today more sad abit i dono y, maybe u can read the top lines...

When outside school to eat when after school. I tot SH would come wif us then we go home 2gether, but apparently, she say she go home cause her mother got cook. I feel sad i dono y i tot i always see her as a fren? omg.

anyways, walk to school oppo eat. nice chicken rice though. Very strange, when im at the school bus stop there, i SEE countless of chio bu. Today, i see alot of busty girls, they were those, can show half their b0*bs out de clothes. Alot of big bre@st girl sia. They also will show their VPL because they wear TIGHT SHORTS. Then may i ask y no have this type of GIRL APPEAR IN MY CLASS. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO LIKE TO GO TO SCHOOL? IF my class have busty chio bu, and they like flirting de, i will stay in school until 9 pm everyday, n HELP THEM WIF THEIR PROJECT even if i dono how to do also. VPL n busty chio bu i <3 u all ~ ^.^

When i board the bus, SUPRISINGLY i saw the stripe girl at the same bus as i m ! wtf right OMG we r like fated sia. i was standing up and she was like siting at this morning the seat like that. I act like i 4get about her ler, but inside my heart i was so fcking happy. Finally i tot maybe we can alight 2gether and i can at least know where she stay. since we board at the same bus stop. AT 1 stop just b4 my house, THE stripe short girl ALIGHT ! i was like wtf? ain't she suppose to get down on the next 1? juz then i realise..Luck is unfair. Like i say few post ago, life is fair but luck is always playing a trick on me.

hence, hereby i pronouced i want to FUCK LUCK.

My life no girls to F is because my luck is SUX. I have been thinking this question, if u like pai kia in sec school, then u next time no money, like me i good boy at sec school, next time oso no money how? at least pai kia can f those sec school girls sia, what i can do? see p*rn only? then i fail more badly then them. I hate y i didn't become bad at sec school. i wan to d*e.