Stupid luck.

Haro~. So long no blog ler. ok la i feel like i lost the motivation to blog liao leh...so what i can record my life now...its still a failure mah. Sian. Either way, i endure this hardship n contiune blogging =). ok down the main point !

Ystd went to eat buffet with ZA n SH. i was wondering boys and girls can really be frens 1 meh? i really dono leh. Boys always say like just frens with girl only, but is it possible? like until so close, only frenship? no like gan qing 1 meh? i really dono. But anyways its fun to go out wif u SH. =) I can feel like at outside alot guys look at me, cause got chio bu beside me, thats like NEVER IN MY LIFE b4. So i was really happy =). But today, u like so cold towards me, lol y? Its not i don wan talk to u sia, its don have the chance... I dono if this is a feeling u shuld have to a fren but, i really dono i hope 2morrow we can joke like frens again..

Anyways, today class at 1pm. When i reach the bus stop, i saw a girl stand behind the board there, near the vending machine, her figure was being blocked by the dam board. bus * came. Board n heng 2day no ppl take my favourite seat. The chio bu boarded the bus too, and sit oppo me. Let me DESCRIBE her. she wore black&white stripe shirt, black short shorts and a black handbag. She was also tanned. she was looking at her notes, maybe got test later on or what IDK. she kept looking at me at first, then i tot y not i also look back at her =P i purposly look at her when she was looking at me, eye contact~ we both very shy juz look away. I did that a FEW times(the whole bus trip). Anyways, reach the third bus stop, i found out that she was a student at there too. i was behind her all the way when we walked into the school compound. i tot we can take the same lift sia, but she went and sit at the bench there, SIAN. she was quite pretty.

class was sad enuff, today more sad abit i dono y, maybe u can read the top lines...

When outside school to eat when after school. I tot SH would come wif us then we go home 2gether, but apparently, she say she go home cause her mother got cook. I feel sad i dono y i tot i always see her as a fren? omg.

anyways, walk to school oppo eat. nice chicken rice though. Very strange, when im at the school bus stop there, i SEE countless of chio bu. Today, i see alot of busty girls, they were those, can show half their b0*bs out de clothes. Alot of big bre@st girl sia. They also will show their VPL because they wear TIGHT SHORTS. Then may i ask y no have this type of GIRL APPEAR IN MY CLASS. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO LIKE TO GO TO SCHOOL? IF my class have busty chio bu, and they like flirting de, i will stay in school until 9 pm everyday, n HELP THEM WIF THEIR PROJECT even if i dono how to do also. VPL n busty chio bu i <3 u all ~ ^.^

When i board the bus, SUPRISINGLY i saw the stripe girl at the same bus as i m ! wtf right OMG we r like fated sia. i was standing up and she was like siting at this morning the seat like that. I act like i 4get about her ler, but inside my heart i was so fcking happy. Finally i tot maybe we can alight 2gether and i can at least know where she stay. since we board at the same bus stop. AT 1 stop just b4 my house, THE stripe short girl ALIGHT ! i was like wtf? ain't she suppose to get down on the next 1? juz then i realise..Luck is unfair. Like i say few post ago, life is fair but luck is always playing a trick on me.

hence, hereby i pronouced i want to FUCK LUCK.

My life no girls to F is because my luck is SUX. I have been thinking this question, if u like pai kia in sec school, then u next time no money, like me i good boy at sec school, next time oso no money how? at least pai kia can f those sec school girls sia, what i can do? see p*rn only? then i fail more badly then them. I hate y i didn't become bad at sec school. i wan to d*e.