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Lol. Yuan lai you can copy paste things on to the post...now then i know...anyways Christmas is nearing~For some of the ppl, it might be sumthing that they were happy about it. But for me, its another year of lonely christmas.. When i was searching this video in YouTube, i can see at the comment post there, alot of ppl from all over the world had a lonely christmas too..Hais,nvm i wish all the lonely people in this world, a merry & lonely chritmas =) I was searching for anyone has a lonely christmas? & one article caught my eye. The article says that she had a lonely chritmas, but one line impact me the most. Let me quote out: "Please don't feel alone. There's plenty of us suffering the same way. We're probably just too embarrassed to tell you." i can't believe how i survived my past 18 years. I have been alone for all the entire festivals.

I have been thinking alot more then usual, keep thinking on y i have such fate.I dono is it called fate or what. My appearance is meant for doing alot of things de, but y i got such fate n character that makes me weak. Other's with the appearance of $^&% can have more and better things that me..Y? Then y should i struggle to live anymore? Im afraid that i might get Melancholia or Dissociative identity disorder AKA split-personality.

Also, i noticed that all my frens, were also suffering in their own problems same as mine. They don have gf, money, frens (i not sure). But they definitly don have gf, & GF is the most important thing of all.Who want to go out wif gf instead of fren, gf you will do everything n anything for her. Most importantly, u can have ****ing on ur GF, u cannot have ****ing on ur frens right, especially guy frens. _|_
If its me that cause the unlucky fate in you all, i apologise to all of u, i never wanted to harm any1.Its just my unluckyness that bought us together as frens.

One last thing. So what if u know alot about clubbing song. SO what you know alot about clubbing. SO what you can name out all the club in sg. The fact is that you never got into a club b4. You can only pretend infront of ur frens or families that you go clubbing b4. That might fool then but it will never fool ur ownself. I cannot cheat myself.