Normal.fck up life

YOYOYOYO... Hi long time no post...

Last wed i was at my fren BBQ. It was her birthday. When we reached there, i saw a chio bu at there, apparently she was her cousin. Ok i tell u how she wear. Her shorts is so tight until either, she never wear any thing inside or she wear a thongs. Cause i can't see any VPL from her lol. She bought her bf too. His bf is those NS guy ba, i think cause of the short hair + his age about there. I was saying to my fren wa so sian got this chio bu but cannot go talk to her de... SO SIAN. Anyways the BBQ was rather boring, i don understand y all the BBQ in my life was rather boring 1. Other's BBQ had so much fun. Started raining, but it didn't affect much as the pit is being covered. Until about 7+, the chio bu left wif his bf, i bet is go do some heavy ****ing.Sure 1 la i i got this type of gf i sure f the bullmother sh!t out of her. Anyways, after awhile, another chio bu arrived. Her bo*bs was like so big n her skirt is like so short. Also cannot see her VPL i think she sure wear thongs 1 lor. We had eye contact. Nobody was talking to her, she seems like dono any of them very well. I wanted to go n talk to her, if i talk to her i maybe got chance liao lor. But I scare. I M SO HUMJI. I don understand y i so humji sia. I see other ppl juz take phone number from girls nia. I think this is what u call no pain no gain. I can only keep looking at her only...BBQ end n too bad no fcking way u going to see her again...

Thursday. Went out wif my good fren. wanted to buy shirt n shoes. But the cb shopping centre never sell nice shirt 1.. The shoe was like fcking expensive. %99.90
>.< so ex! Next time im going bugis to buy shirt for New Year! I mention to my fren want to go o the 2010 countdown party anot. I was thinking if i go there maybe i will have chance to get to know some chio bu and maybe i can have chance to **** them ^^. But now i think...the party is like ppl seeing the show performed by those artist only sia, will have chance to talk to others 1 meh? PLUS i so humji, can get girls number meh?, can know new ppl meh. Ystd i jus saw a show, the guys in the show, go to the club then got girls come n talk to them, after that they have ONS. Where got so good one. What about me?

Its all because my secondary school life...Its my unlucky life lor..no1 to blame..juz blame my sec school.

Pissed off now..bye bye