Haro...today is a fcked up day....went school for exam today...studied in the morning but apparently not enuff...wasn't able to do much questions...shuld be able to pass though.
Something Fcked up happened today....my fren call me say she saw my "girlfren" wif one guy. i sms her...she say ya...she was wif that guy....let me be frank wif every1 here....that guy is her ex ex boyfren which means she was wif him for 2 years b4 me...
I really dono what feeling i shuld have now...isit angry or sad?
I really dono isit that the incident lead her to break up wif me or its juz simply an excuse for her to go back to her ex ex bf.
Shuld i feel angry or sad? Did i trust her too much? How can she move on so fast...did she really treat this relationship seriously? we were 2gether for 1 month only....i don even know how she broke off wif her ex boy fren because of what reason sia....maybe she still have a lot of feelings for him....i may be juz a sub for her to 4get that guy for the time being...
like that i also dono what feelings i should have sia....shuld i feel angry cause she treated me as a sub now when the feeling come back again she go back wif her ex ex?
or i should feel sad n it is because that i never meet her parents she angry and cannot get pass this thinking thats y break wif me then juz nice her ex ex jio her back? SAD or ANGRY?
i dono sia...but for now im sure...i will never sms her liao... hao ma bu chi hui tou chao....wan to be frens also abit hard la...hor....i can only wish her good luck when she go taiwan here....i will never sms liao.... she i can only wish her luck here.
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