Hey...6 days after the break up...although last 2 days we have met and sort out everything ler...i feel so dam sad...its hard for me to see her just moved on like that... back to her usual self...i still care alot for her...but i know sonner or later she will become other's baby ler. I have to move on. Just can't think of a reason why should i move on..
Last time, i still can blame god for not giving me a gf but now i can blame no1 alr...its my own fault that i m not serious wif her...until u lose her...u then came to realise that she is the one for u. I never knew how to cherish some1..
Its my fault that i should just meet her parents...y the fuck i ran away....
its all too late now...ystd i had this dream. I talk to her n when i ask her where she go, she say nth juz go out wif friends...its wif guys i also know...got the feeling la...u see in dream i am not able to take it already what happens if it happen in real life...
I used to have boner everyday...lol now i think my **** don feel like standing also sia...hahas. Anyways...i calculated.
I have been clubbing for 4 months and have gf for 1 month + 8 days :):)
7 more weeks to end of school.
P.s i still love u alot...cannot stop thinking about those things we do together..
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